So

I have a livejournal, a myspace, and a deviantart that I already blog on as is, but who can say no to a fresh start? Somewhere where people don't exactly know you? You could be anyone you wanted, create a new life with new people.. granted it's over the internet, but who cares? No one knows who you are.

Not that I'm going to sit here and spit lies to make my life sound different, I think my days are spaztic enough as is.
Though shit is hectic, it's worth it and is never dull. That's always a plus on my part.

So I s'pose I could start with a general introduction-though I don't think anyone will really read this.
I'm Sho. I'm a nutjob, a self fulfilling indecisive nutjob.
I can't find happiness in a lot of things mostly because, like every other college student, I don't know what I want out of life. Now i'm not one of those bitch and moan type of people, and my life isn't shitty- i just have issues with figuring out who I am and what I want to do with myself. But who doesn't? I think that's what seperates me from a lot of people, everyone else thinks they're the only one with issues, they're the only ones who can't figure their shit out-but it's quite the contrary.
Fuck filling the status quo, don't be who everyone else wants you to be-be yourself.
A good friend once told me that you have to lose yourself before you can find yourself again.
As corny as that sounds, it made a lot of sense at the time.

I feel as though I'm stuck in an endless cycle of sitting around and doing nothing-i've lost the funloving, happy go lucky, sarcastic little bitch that I usually am.. but I suppose I have to in order to be truly happy with who I was and who I am becoming.

I ramble a lot too, and I don't try to sound intelligent because I know I come off as a dimwitted twat half the time.
But essentially I'm your average girl- not saying I'm not unique, because everyone is.. but I'm just like everyone else. I don't place myself higher or lower, and I don't consider myself to be my own person yet but I'm getting there. One day.

That's all for now I guess. It was a good ramble session, maybe I'll be  back to type more nonsense at a later time.